Thoughts

I often get upset and sad and think about the past tonight it was Little Mike. He was my dear close friend. He was in his 50's I guess I worked with him. He visited me after I had Stevie and was always there when I needed him. I visited him in the hospital and when he was in ICU he wanted me and not his kids. Which I found sad but interesting. Those kids never cared about him but we all did. He was apart of our extended family which we had a lot of back then that truly cared and would do anything for you. So I got sad tonight thinking about him. Sad because I didn't go to his funeral because I had to stay with the kids but sad because he isn't here to talk to or see my kids grow. I was sad all the day of his funeral and regret not going. I miss him and Jesse and all the others I worked with. My life seemed simple and easy in the life of the "egg". What it took away when Jimsold it is sad. I am still bitter and hold grudges but Jim only cared about money it seemed and not his employees or the business that everyone helped build. Life was good and I'm sad to see it behind me. Life was great. Less worries. Now that's all I do is worry. Sad.