Decisions!

Why does everything has to be so complicated?? Jobs for example: I am at the same job I have been at for 10 years this November. I am currently working nights and I want on days so bad it is killing me. I hate staying up and not being able to be fully functional for my kids and husband. I miss scrapbooking too. While I was out on maternity leave I got to scrapbook everyday. I enjoy it. It gives me a chance to be creative and show people what I love to do. I am very passinate about wanting my kids to know things about my life as a child and before them. There is so much to tell them. I am afraid I will suffer from memory loss before I can tell them things. Other things that are complicated is money: Why does everything have to really circle around this? Well is it because of greed? I remember things costing much less when I was a child than now. That is like violence. Now adays you can not let your kids out of your site. We always went outside by ourselves. Usually from the time we got up til the time we went to bed at night. We never watched tv much either. Now you have to be aware of preditors. What about you try to tell your kids not to talk to strangers? Well then a friendly person approaches and asks there name and they tell them. It would look like strangers would know not to ask. Especially when children are so eager to talk to them anyways. I remember getting lost from my Mom a few times in stores. I was scared. She always taught me to walk in the aisles not between clothing or down an aisle but where I could see her or her see me. Or to even go get a associate. Well I guess thats enough of my rambling. More to come later I am sure.